Sunday, August 28, 2005
ha. my blogg seemingly is already in rot mode. heeee. been really busy in sch with work and stuff. ha. work too. but finally. hols are here. but not officially before the exams next week. i must mug. i swear to mug. i will! heee. getting into the mugger's mood. anyone care to join.
i am feeling so ready to mugg now man.
yeah,
project superstar. so junyang's out. man! how can that be. now i am all rooting for kelly. that chiobu. man. she rox. like her dressing. like her hair! rocks right! man. i want. but difficult ot maintain. lets just see how it goes los. keely kelly go Go GO! heeeee.
my birthday's in like 3 more weeks. hee! people! my birthday. coming. as in c o m i n g. heeee. yar. dun fret over presents. cash will do. heee. but anyway i got to get so many stuff.
- birkenstock
- jacket(s)
- unders. [nicenice]
- mp3 player(s)
- labbie
- phone
- hair to be re-done
- tops [so need them]
- bag(s)
- shoes
- pills
- perfume [pangpang]
- hair dryer
- jeans
- belt
- my starr tattoo.
so
many many. ha.
closing onto 5th month for baobbeii and me. heee. still going happy. really am so thankful for him. who could have guessed man. hee. never fails to be there for me everytime. when i am happy. am sad. am angry. am down. even though i get to see him close to everyday... it just is never enough.ha. start missing him all over again when the lift door closes. shish. the moments we share.. ha. sometimes i just wish i was just much older than what i really am now. he's the first i speak to everyday and the last before i end my day. the first i miss when i open my eyes, the last i think of when i finally fall asleep. times when i know he is not around physically is torturous but i know he is always around. in my heart. hee. woaini.+
anyway got to go chiong to mugg. heeee. to people mugging out there.... jia you!
pouts lippie*
8/28/2005 01:46:00 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
hi.
bye.
pouts lippie*
8/10/2005 01:09:00 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
things are going around at work. about me. ha. i should have guessed that bitch was up to concocting somehting like tt. well. seems like. i am the easy prey this go. haven really gotten a good enough idea about it. but after analysing it through with baobbeii and my own sense... i guesss it could nv leave the subject about cash.
i should not have trusted that bitch so much. to think that i once think we were good as can be. people warned me about her... and i just listened through. i din think human could be that bad and cunning. well. guess this time i wan wrong. and no one more than myself got hurt in the process. i am pissed. i am. frustrated. to think that i commit so much, gave up so much during this 1 1/2 yrs and at the end of it... i get accused totally of something i nv will commit. man. maybe i am thinking too much before hand. but it cant be more than that. unless it is about my punctuality. but punctuality is not a very serious matter. well.. i feel so suffocated. i want to know what the fucking hell is really going on.. but i dun wish to face the maligning looks and whispers when my back is turned. man. yeah. i am sensitive. thats the least i ought to feel after sacrificing so much as a part-timer in this fucked-up-stingy company. i miss out on sch. i miss out on my social life. i miss out on my family. i miss out myself. everything comes work first. the good never get good. sad but true. well. will update as per what i will hear later at work. hopefully it cant be that bad. but considering my present situation, i think i might just break down. man.
got to finish all my part for the presentation and AR report by wed.. so that on thursday i can be free from it all. i need that day. crucial. yeah. i may be selfish in that sense.. but... do excuse me...
how fucking fucked up can this fuckingly fucked up world still be fucked up?
pouts lippie*
8/09/2005 01:30:00 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
national day's tml! woohoo... celebration... heee.
not working to day. total boredom. maybe catch a movie... heee. but i am broke.
total boredom.
bad mood for these few days. dun even understand it myself. haish.
gg back to sch for accounting tut. sighs.
i miss baobbeii. wo hao xiang ni. xiang ni xiang ni xiang ni.**
pouts lippie*
8/08/2005 12:00:00 PM
